The first time I saw your face
I was blown away without a trace
I felt so alone on a busy street
when you passed me by
I felt my feet melt away
Melt away

I pray to God I could meet
Someone like the boy I'd just seen
Someone that could stop me dead
Someone that could spin around in my head all day
In my head all day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

That night I saw him again
It was the first time I touched his hand
He made me feel so warm
We talked all night 'til the dawn came our way
Til the dawn came our way

But the timing was all wrong
When I met the one I should've known
Instead I walked away leaving behind my destiny on that day
My destiny on that day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

But I still see his face
In my mind it's the only place
And we will meet again
And I will touch your hand again on that day
Your hand again on that day

Monday, January 21, 2008

I am sooooooo afraid!!! My heart is doing a rap now.

O-levels results are going to be out soon... On Thursday, this very Thursday, to be specific.

Well, of course I knew nothing could last forever. This little holiday, not having school for about four months, struggling with nothing but restlessness and the pronounciation of 'etudiante' - French for 'student' - it was a bit too comfortable to be part of reality. But still it is rather unpleasant to return to Earth from Jupiter.

Some part of me just wants to curl up in my bed under the blankets until 2pm on Thursday, with only my beating heart for company. But I don't think it'll help me feel better. I'll just have to grit my teeth and just face that which is my future. Because it just HAS to be.

I'm in panic mode. I can't play the piano right.

A nasty thought just occurred to me. And that is, my mother will know what my results are, before I do. And she will tell me and I will know before my friends do. I don't know why this seems so horrible to me. But it does!!!!! I can just imagine myself waking up on Thursday, all groggy and picking up my Nokia and flip it on and viola! And then I will get the feeling that my heart has turned to stone and I will never smile again and the world has turned grey.

ooh can't you just picture it?
English: B3
Chinese: B4
Mathematics: B4
Comb. Humanities: B3
English Literature: B3
Comb. Sci: B4
L1R5= 21
L1R4= 17

Arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is probably what I will get, if not worse. *beats chest with fists*

i thought the world of you
9:12 PM